Interesting, "My dear Watson"

Cockroach

To see a cockroach in your dream, signifies your need for renewal, rejuvenation and self-cleansing of your psychological, emotional, or spiritual being. You need to reevaluate major aspects of your life.

*Please see also Roaches. See the meaning in action: "Crawling Cockroaches"

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I find this very interesting. Yes, alas, last night I dreamt of cockroaches. Not any cockroaches mind you, but the Mother of all cockroaches, and apparently an entirely new species. They were long with the shape of silverfish, but the contour and coloring of a cockroach. It was evident they were cockroaches, and my dream self recognized them as such, only that she had discovered a new species. These cockroaches were very self conscious of their looks as they had bows as a part of their tales. Cockroach colored bows, of course.

Why do I find all of this interesting? I do because I've been depressed. Stagnant, if you will. Psychologically and emotionally I'm a mess. I have been seeking a change from the "Same 'ol, same 'ol," but the only solutions I can come up with require time, money, and motivation that I do not have. Maybe I should find these things and make those changes. This unrest I have been feeling is affecting my life and my family's life. I'm grouchy and grumpy and I could defiantly use some rejuvenation of my soul. I do believe spring will help a little bit. The things that have been bumping around in my mind, I think, would help. I need to accomplish them.

Alas, we shall see.